Everything...

not being good enough

Student teaching

All-day when I can't get one or two subjects right

long days

planning

prep. time

spanish class

homework

reading

busy work

presentations and papers

does she teach us anything or just facilitate busy activities?

institute

is he really teaching? or just trying to show us how much he knows

chuch

not doing all that I need to and want to do

knowing hardly anyone

not being known by one person

am I doing everything for the right reasons or just going through the motions?

finances

body stuff

needing to see the doctor

words that are hard to say

feeling all alone in the world

worries that shouldn't be mine until years from now

hoping to learn through the experiences of those I love

always tired

exhaustion

running

needing to run

finding a job

graduating

trying to be "promising" enough for Rodel

feeling broken